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mommy4ever
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I've been yearning for a baby. It's been growing stronger and stronger. This morning I woke panicked as my hands went to my stomach to find no baby bump. I'd been dreaming about being so pregnant, I could even feel the tightening and breathlessness of the braxton hick's contractions. I have never had a dream so vivid. I was in tears, feeling so empty.
The likelihood of me becoming pregnant is very low, dh chose to have a vasectomy just after dd8 was born. He knew I didn't want it, i didn't support his decision, I told him clearly I would not be aiding him. He had to make his own appointments, I did not go with him to hold his hand. He did it anyway.
He has said he wished he hadn't, but the remorse isn't so much he is willing to reverse it.
I find myself resenting his decision, more and more as that yearning for another child is so strong.
I know these things CAN happen, but not probable, he never did do a 2nd follow up, so we don't know for sure if his count is 0, my heart yearns for another child. I have been praying for a baby. Please, pray for me? That I can conceive, and that if isn't possible, that I find peace with that.
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ardently praying for a new addition to our family.
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Praying for peace for you, for healing between you and dh, for the grace to unite this suffering with Christ's suffering on the Cross.
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Jenn
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Prayers for both of you, and for all of your intentions.
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Prayers for all your intentions. 
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Praying with empathy. God bless you.
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Praying for you and your husband. May the Lord's will be done and may you find peace that passes all understanding...
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Prayers.
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Praying for peace and for God's will for you all.
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praying with  for you and your family ... for healing and peace. and may your heart be comforted as you wait for God's will to be revealed.
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